Thursday, 29 April 2010

When 5 words are enough...


When I moved to the island, I had the intention of spending a few months here working in something different (bartender/waitress) with a level of responsibility much lower that the one I used to have at the company I worked for as a Project Manager. With very comfortable working hours (12pm-6pm) but above all, something that would allow me to dive some mornings per week. The salary was low but enough to pay for food and diving and I lived at Tonya's place. She had gone to Canada to have her beautiful baby Lola. It was a perfect deal for me.
In that moment, I did not even imagine that diving, even when it was already a big part of my life, would change it in such a dramatic way.

When my work permit expired, I went on a vacation trip to Turkey with my friend Monica and from there to London, to Luke's birthday party (Luke is Felix's brother). From there, I went to Buenos Aires to try to extend my leave of absence at work. But no, it was not possible since my boss had a project in Dominican Republic waiting for me ...
I imagined myself in high heels again, with make-up every day, with perfect matching clothes and on top of that spending a minimum of 8 hours at the office managing a project and I realized that it was an impossible mission. The only idea of being indoors for many hours was almost surreal... No sky, no ocean...no. And the thought of being months without diving??? No way José. So then, like that, I quit. I left the company where I had worked for almost 10 years to come back to Grand Turk and start a diving career.

So far, I haven't written much about the marine life not even in my Argentinian Spanish blog. I will, but today I want to talk about what diving meant and means to me. It is more than the wonderful marine life. Even more than the amazing feeling of being in that unique moment when there is no past, there is no future, nothing else but the pure and absolute moment of being like flying without the risk of falling...

To me, diving was to discover what it means to love something in such a deep way, with such passion, that everything related to it, is absolutely interesting.
I went back to the island and I took my Rescue Diver course. That changed my way of diving dramatically, making me a more responsible diver towards myself and others. Then I took Cpr and First Aid courses and then Master Scuba Diver. This is a set of specialties (underwater navigation, search and recovery, skin dive, deep dive), some of them mandatory, others optional. And last December I started with Dive Master training that is the first step in professional diving. This allows you to go with a group of divers, guiding them and making their dive safer and more interesting and fun. The dive master helps them to be prepared for the dive, guides them, support them before, during and after the dive if necessary.

It's really cool, besides the different level of stress that it may bring because there are always really good divers that allow you to enjoy the dive but there are also those ones who think they are some kind of Jacques Cousteau without the submarine and try to go too deep so it's necessary to stop them so they do not spend all the air in two minutes or get the bends. But it is so good to be down there helping them enjoy that world that is totally worth it.

It is a learning process with training that can be done in different ways and periods of times: from a couple of weeks upto several months, it depends if you just want to get the certification or to have a "real life" training.
In my case, since I was living here, I took the most of it. I studied everything for the 8 theory tests and enjoyed every part of it: physiology, physics, decompression theory, diving activities, helping instructors in training, equipment, etc. Even going beyond the text books, something so unusual in me as a student...
I practiced by going to as many dives as possible, leading dives, helping whenever it was required and even optional, trying to prevent accidents, helping the instructors in some courses.... I tried to do as much as possible and it was demanding and fun at the same time. I took my "in water" tests during the last weeks and I finished today.
And I found this, that I mentioned before: It does not matter how old you are. When you find out which the passion in your life is, it is never late to give yourself to it and fully enjoy it. Not always life is so generous and not always we are so awake to see what it is that thing that we really love.
I saw it in the middle of my life and it was impossible to ignore the call, even if it sounds a little mistic... I saw it and I kicked the board inmediately and changed my suit for the wetsuit and the high heels for the fins. And I realized that even when I enjoyed many things at work, in all those years that I worked "indoors" (about 34 years) not even once I felt the complete happiness that I felt yesterday afternoon, when after the morning dives with beautiful dolphins and after finishing the tests, I was able to say these simple 5 words: I am a Dive Master :)

Tuesday, 27 April 2010

And tonight is the night....

Well, yes. Tired but with all my stuff (well not my laptop since I am using it in my former home...) in my new home. Tonight I will sleep in my beautiful home by the ocean.
Packing finished at 5 am since I interrupted it several times for chatting with a couple of friends who live in places with very different time zones. But it was totally worth it. I needed some on line friendly support and I got it!

Well, this morning I went to pick up the keys and from there to take my dive master tests. I was really tired and a very hot day but I was able to take 3 out of 4 swimming tests and the rescue exercise. So I have to swim the 400 yards (like 365 meters) free style still tomorrow. Last thing left to be a dive master. I hope I can do it. It feels so difficult right now. I am tired,sleepy and honestly I never tried to swim 400 yards non-stop in the ocean but, anyway it's my last effort for now and my friend Elena from Argentina gave me a great idea to get the motivation to keep on swimming when I feel tired. I will try it and if it works and will tell you, guys, what it is ;)

Going back to the house, it felt soooooo good to be there. When the owners left this morning, I took my time just to sit with Paws (my dog) and look around. This is him ...


I felt so thankful. It is like a gift and the promise of happy days (Yeah, I know. It sounds like a cheap cult sermon). It is such a bright place (please, do not get down on your knees now...). I mean, you know, some places seem a bit dark or depressing or they have a lot of personal history around... This one is just what I wanted and needed.
So I unpacked everything and placed it where I felt it right and enjoyed my first sunset on the pier (yes, I have my own pier..) . It was a perfect moment. And I knew again, like one year ago when I just arrived to live on the island, that there is no other place where I want to be right now. And there is nothing else that I need to be happy but the certainty that I will always follow my dreams.
See you tomorrow, guys.
I will give you the first sunset in my new home.

Monday, 26 April 2010

In Grand Turk, Turk and Caicos, BWI, more than one year after ...

After living for more than 13 months on this beautiful small British island and having a blog in Argentinian spanish for my friends to know about my day-to-day life in here, I decided that it is time to write about what's going on in my life right now, this time in English (or my best attempt of English).

Things are changing a lot for me these days and I want to write a little bit every day, since writting has always helped me to think and discover some things that were hidden inside me.


For now, I just want to start by saying that today I am packing all my stuff to move from the flat where I have been living since July 2009 with my boyfriend and love of my life, Felix, who has recently moved back to the UK. So this packing is being a little difficult and slow, since I am trying to do a "purging and cleansing" process and trying not to get hooked up in nostalgia (now better than ever the beautiful Portuguese word "saudades" not easy to translate...).

Starting tomorrow evening I will be house-sitting a beautiful place on the beach. Actually taking care of part of it only, since the rest will be locked as storage room.

I will have a small and perfect bedroom with a beautiful bed with a Caribbean style mosquito net from the roof, a huge kitchen with everything needed to make me want to cook everyday :) and a bathroom outside, plus... a fantastic deck facing the ocean with a hamac a chairs and small tables. This is a shot of the deck taken a few weeks ago just before a wedding reception.




And this is the view
from the beach ...




I love this house. Since the first time I came to Grand Turk, I thought "I wish I could live here one day ..." Well, my wish came true!
To make it even more perfect: I will have a dog named Paws. One of the many potcakes on the island. Cute, sweet and wild as all of them are. For those who wonder what "potcake" means, I will save you the google search by providing the Wikipedia info: Potcakes are indigenous mixed breed dobs found in two Caribbean territories, namely The Bahamas and Turks and Caicos (here). The dogs get their name from potcake, the food caked, and maybe burnt, on the bottom of cooking pots. These scrapings were fed to dogs, hence the association between the name of the food and the dog.

I am also about to become a dive master, hopefully in the following days. I am waiting to take my last two tests: rescue exercise and swimming test. Not very happy about this last one since I am not a very fast swimmer and, honestly, I never tried before to swim 400 yards non stop but Mitch (Blue Waters Divers owner and instructor) says that he's sure I will pass. I wish I had his confidence. But diving is what I love the most, so this is the last step to be formally a diving pro :)

I have to go back to the packing process and also make some phone calls for some on line remote work (yes, I work sometimes ... I need money to live, you know. Life is not for free in paradise...)
See you later or tomorrow.
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